I’m so miserable… I shouldn’t be…
I don’t think I’ll ever be happy… what is that anyway?
Why am I so pathetic?
I make endless mistakes, I’m just hopeless. I know there’s something wrong with me and there always will be.
If I was a ‘fat and ugly’ guy I’d never have any kind of relationship, nobody would ever want me.
Guys, don’t go on holidays, they won’t make you feel better, and if I have to tell you, if it makes you feel better, its only temporary… you are better off finding something that will make you feel better in the long run….
Having shopping centres located literally freaking everywhere is just sick…sick…sick… (this hypocrite did go shopping though. I’ve only been food shopping since I came back from overseas)…
Well hopefully I’ve finally learnt how meaningless and pointless and stupid shopping really is! But I bought some nice clothes, haircare and skincare… I hate admitting it…
Everything is an illusion, ok?
Because any so called happiness is temporary and then you’ll wake up again for the 1000000000th time and realize life is just complete meaningless bullshit!!!!
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Wisp, when you are constantly in a negative mental state imposed by yourself or others, it’s normal to make endless mistakes.
Anyway, the fact that you apologized to that man shows you are pretty decent in fact. Your trip overseas may have been better than you think.
“Well hopefully I’ve finally learnt how meaningless and pointless and stupid shopping really is! But I bought some nice clothes, haircare and skincare… I hate admitting it…”
Why do you think so? I myself don’t like to shop but I think it’s part of life.
Perhaps you search meaning in your life, which is very normal. There is meaning in life but you need to create it daily and bring it to the surface.
I am sorry that you feel this way… about your holiday… I have myself spent in the past meaningless holidays.