I am in so much pain. Nobody has ever genuinely cared about me, or reached out to me in a way that was honest and actually wanted to support me.
Two years ago I was raped in the Summer, so this is always a difficult time for me. Nobody in my life aside from maybe two or three people (none of which I speak to anymore) know about this and it suffocates me with self loathing all of the time.
I am so homesick and yet I have no home – I have nowhere to be and nobody to call.
I am in so much pain. I just need to be loved. I just need someone, anyone, to HONESTLY care about me, not just say they do out of obligation.
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Hello Lilli **hugs** No more worries
Hit me up I will try my best to your good friend visit my profile for the details to contact me
Hi, thanks for posting here. I’ve been barked ar for talking about this lately (myself on their post, of course.) I’m happy you left this here because I have similar experiences myself. Three years ago was when I was raped for the first time since I was raped one time actually when i was 9 years old. Then I started getting followed and was arrested since the arrest 3 years ago I have paid the jail 12,000$. I don’t know who reported me but I believe it to have been one of the strange, hideous men who were raping me. Since I have been raped 170 times in the last three years, I’ve actually been a a lesbian since 1998 and I’ve been desperately trying, waiting to end my life since 2006. Anyhow, it is not an unnatural occurrence for me to be raped completely out of the blue. It’s weird because it’s the weirdest ugliest dudes I would never even remember or think twice of …
I just don’t know why they are following me, more importantly why they are raping me.