I have this friend who I’ve only known for a few weeks but I have some crazy feelings for, I try to be really nice to them and make them feel important and special because they could soon die from an illness. They’re quite stubborn and I can’t tell if they feel anything for me because they never want to talk about me. Though I do get some mixed signals. I’m kind of putting myself in a bad place mentally because I like to obsess over what we could be and I definitely know it’s not healthy, but I don’t want to just leave them alone for my own sake when they’re sick and may potentially “die”. I do feel like I’m killing myself though by helping people… It brings me joy that they’re happy but it’s been so long since I’ve been taken care of. What should I do?
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I do feel like I’m killing myself though by helping people… It brings me joy that they’re happy!
Sounds to me you have something to live for and it’s a very unselfish reason, I like that.
You could appreciate time with them until they, potentially, pass… um.. how often do you see them? 😉
I don’t see them. They’re 16,500km (10,200 miles) away.