I already know about it..
He change so much.. even he said im not his priority.. but he said he still like me and his feelings still the same like 5 years ago
But now.. he doesnt text me, call me, or want to meet me first like you always did 5 years ago
I always the one who search and begging for his love
If i continue this.. i know ill be the one hurt and it can be another pain to add in my life..
I know I should end it now..
Even right now.. I keep thinking about him
Im afraid to like him more.. im afraid cant give him happy ending
Its been days i think about this again and again
I know the answer
I should end it..
But my heart cant let him go
Because somehow.. he give me a will to live again but he give me another pain called love
WHAT SHOULD I DO ???
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I can relate to it. But I wasn’t smart enough to let go of the relationship, instead I let it hurt me and drive me to severe depression for 7 years. It made me think I am worthless, ugly and not fit for anything. The pattern still continues, but it doesn’t hit me like it did for the first time. I got used to being taken for granted.
I do not exactly know your situation, but I’d say, it’s better to be the first one to leave. He doesn’t care if he has emotionally hurt you so much. After all we only live once. Put yourself first and think if you deserve to be treated the way you are. No man is worth dying for.
Im trying to let myself go..
Im trying to ignore my feelings a little bit..
Thank you for your reply..
Ill try..
And you.. i wish you can free yourself and find the happiness..
Lrts try together..
I know its hard
Even today i keep thinking about him too
But im trying not to chat him.. if he didnt chat me first..