My heart aches every morning, it makes me feel week. Most of time is from the loneliness of being alone on a double sized bed every day. Other mornings its from the stress of my problems or problems my family places on me to resolve. I wish didn’t feel so weak every morning. The times I’m truly happy are when I sleep. The sound of eternal sleep gets better every morning I face. No more lonely nights, no more stressing over my financial problems, no more disappointing plans for the future. I could be myself without being tide down to the wrong people and sinking to the deep abyss of depression.
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Yeah… that’s wonderful.
Ya sleeping used to be the only thing I enjoyed, well because it is the cousin of death and I’ve been trying to kill myself since a small child. I used to sleep all day and night. When I finally got out of grade schools, all I did for the next two years was sleep. I’ve never had even one reason to get out of bed. Next best thing to actually dying