My worst fear has happened. I’m on probation for and I know it may not seem like a big deal, but to me it is. Not sure what to make about it but I would like to go through with it by Friday. I’ve set up a password protected file for a friend with a pretty hard password and all. I told someone about the situation I was in and he told me he won’t say anything yet he tried to discourage me duh. I got my roommate in trouble two other people in trouble who weren’t even involved. I feel like I’m just slowly accepting what’s going to go down on Thursday and that choice I’m going to make. I just hope everything goes as planned and my pain just stops. I just need to gage the next few days and see if it’s time to try again
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I was on probation for a while, it wasn’t the probation that was the bad part though. (Except they took 10,000$ from me). I actually ended up being sexually assaulted, and r*ped 176 times in the two years I was on probation. Even in my suicide, I’ve been afraid of necrophilia. I’ve been waiting for 15 years to be able to kill myself, but these complete strangers keep interrupting me as I’m about to kill myself.