thats all it ever is with me. i crave attention and will do almost anything for it at times. i act cute for it on a daily basis. all sweet and innocent. back in high school id play with my sleeve. hey look at me i cut again. care about me. hit my head off the wall. pay attention to me. stop me.
im sorry……the concerned look in your eyes haunts me to this day. every time i came back from a smoke. every time i came back from being with them. you could see where i was going and look at that….you were right. i know being right doesnt make you happy and i know you wish it could have been different. but for everything i did……i deserved it
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What are you doing? =|
hating myself. why do you ask?
Stop hating yourself. Idk, I’m just here.
pretty difficult when theres a lot to hate
Want to talk about it?
idk where i would start
Lol.
I kind of hate myself too rn,
why?
Don’t ask why, though
I’ve been wandering around like a loser, s**** just sux
Lol
The person I love ignores my a***, too
when youre here i try to not ignore you. you seemed like you were looking for a friend and i was hopeful we could be friends 🙂
Of, course.
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Could you bring some beer, over, thanks.
=b
only if you have some weed 😛
Okay, just bring a wooden-pipe! When’s the flight!
Waits. “Tada-titi. Mhm-hm-mm.”
ok now we have the booze and the weed. what about our pokemon game?
I can understand you, it is your personality to be cute. Mine is somewhat close to it, and my actions do make a certain attention, but I do not work for it, I do not focus on it. I would be in danger if I had too much attention. You an try to make the attention others do get to yours, by simply adding solidarity to how you behave. By this way, you might can get incooperated into others circle of People of Care.
hurt? yeah i almost got raped because of it. thats actually what the last bit refers to. also i wish adding solidarity worked. thats just me being cute to fit in. maybe. for that i point you to my “am i liquid” post. which it turns out i have borderline personality disorder so who know
You are liquid. Every time a drop falls into the pond, ripples appear. Welcome to having a personality. The only solution is to freeze the pond before any drops can fall, and that’s no solution at all. We’re all liquid like that. Yeah, wrong post, but shush.
Someone’s drunk but thank you lol
I resemble that comment!
I know you do lol