I know I’ll never get over my ex. I didn’t get over him over the first breakup, and I’m not going to ever get over him after the second. He’s like a drug… I’ve installed and deleted the chat app so many times, I’ve tried to take breaks from him, it doesn’t work, and I relapse and I talk to him for hours again, mostly telling him about how I feel and I want him back. He has feelings for me but doesn’t want me back in a relationship.
Yeah I’m really not going to live like this. Nothing has really changed since my last post. I don’t have a reason to live… forever this guy will have a grip on me, I’m pretty sure the only true escape is death. This is all my fault, I accept that. I’ve been able to get over other people quite easily, but with him, no that never happens and never will happen. The longest I went without talking to him was about 27 days and most of the time I was just miserable and crying.
If I could forget about him, I would. But I can’t just click my fingers and do that.
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Let me shake your hand.
Me and him always like each other.. but there is always problem..
Oneday he save me from suicide..
He said he will be by my side and will be there for me
But he go.. his hearts go…
I regret it.. shouldnt let myself believe him
Should die that day..
No more hope
And he give me hope
But it a wrong hope
End up here..
Should find another way to kill myself
Don’t take your life over somebody else, would they take their life for you, probably not, look at the situation from that angle. In your post u mention u broke up before then rekindled things, that might happen again so don’t do anything drastic.
Hey, I really wish I could help with kind words but I can’t. The reason is I’m going through the same.
I feel that replacement is an illusion
I just can’t imagine living with the idea that I’ll be comparing ever single human being with everything about the person I love, for the rest of my life…
For all it’s worth Just know you are not the only one…