If one mistake I made before we were even a thing was all it fucking took why am I even here. Why did I even try? Why did I let you be the reason I lived? I should’ve killed myself when I had the chance. Before you slithered in and “saved” me.
Never let a love be the reason for you to be alive, it just messes one up. Be your own hero and villain of your own. This person had no business to interfere and give you hope, just to leave you afterwards. I’m sorry that one mistake was all it took. And I’m sorry for how you’re feeling.
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Well I’m glad your alive!
I know that doesn’t matter
But maybe you will now get the chance to do something or meet someone that’s worth it all again
Never let a love be the reason for you to be alive, it just messes one up. Be your own hero and villain of your own. This person had no business to interfere and give you hope, just to leave you afterwards. I’m sorry that one mistake was all it took. And I’m sorry for how you’re feeling.