The State of Affairs

Im 18 now, and that’s a big thing. Its big boy time, and im not ready. Get a car, pay for insurance move out, fix the energy crisis, have a family, be supportive, go to college, pay taxes. You know, big things. The issue is, how is a small thing like me supposed to deal with problems so big I cannot see them up close? What the hell do I have to do in order to continue as I am, rather than what my environment and my situation demands me to be?