Most of us here have no control over the way we live, but to a certain degree we have control over the way we die. Regardless if it’s in a morbidly brutal fashion with piles of blood and flesh projected and splattered – I preferred if I was nowhere to be found and not to be identified. Just a corpse under the bottom of the sea. The only good thing that I can do for the planet is having my useless carcass be compost and recycled back to nature.
Waiting for the right moment….
Going through countless cycles of watching others pain on Youtube and yet through the countless tragedies that happenned to me repeatedly. I’m now desensitized, I only see one objective clearly, there is no point but the end point.
For me I’m just laying in a sea of instrumental trance music being in suspended animation by vibration.
For those with such luck of a good up-bringing and emotional composure I hope you can help others.
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Please remember that we are all human beings, that we all have more to us than the matter we are made of, and that there is so much good to the world that can be done before one’s death.
I see no reason to cause one’s death: it will come anyway, so why rush it instead of using the time given for doing good?