It’s fucking awful when you can’t even allow yourself to be depressed without feeling like you don’t even deserve to be depressed. I would be dead by now, but I can’t stand the thought of my mom losing her oldest daughter. I give so much mentally to other people, but I can’t commit suicide, the one selfish thing I want to do.
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I can relate to that Lacey. I used to be in a situation where I kept telling myself how my problems were “not that bad”, and how so many others have it worse than me. That I don’t “deserve to be depressed”. But we are allowed to feel however we feel. It’s our right to feel whatever emotions we feel.