I have destroyed my life. There is no one to blame but myself for the pain I am in. The tiny flicker of hope I had is fading and I’m afraid if it goes out, there will be catastrophic consequences. I’ve done so much wrong in my life, I have hurt my soulmate to the point our relationship is dissolving, and now I wait to see if the flames of hell will engulf me. The pain is more than I can bear. I am a monster of my own making. Poison to everyone I love. I have no more strength left. There is no one to listen, no to comfort or care, I am alone. There is nothing left to do but wait. Are these my last days in existence? Very possibly. My heart is broken beyond repair. I am so close to giving up. My method is ready. I was afraid, I still am, but I cannot go on like this. Despair is taking over. It is just a matter of time now.
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Maybe time will pass, for you to slowly forget that pain. We can all only hope, it gets better, instead of fucking us up in the meantime. You’re not alone, you’re lonely. Hopefully there’s someone who will hear you out, before time runs out.
Hi, I’m sorry for your pain, please feel free to express all that hurts you inside.
Perhaps the following verses can offer you comfort:
“Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; believe also in me.” John 14:1
“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” John 14:27
Hi, i feel exactly the same. The flames of hell are waiting for me too. do you want to talk? my email is: dick@deds.nl hope to hear from you.