I don’t know why I am so angry recently. Everything and everyone makes me so mad and it’s like everyone around me is so stupid. I just don’t wanna be around anyone, I don’t wanna go to work, all of my family is over for dinner and I don’t want to be around them, everything they do annoys me. I also don’t want to be around others because I don’t want to be here at all I feel like I just want to disappear. I feel too ugly and fat to be seen by anyone, and I feel like I really want to die right now, I can’t stop binging.  Everything hurts my feelings and makes me cry. I don’t wanna go to work tomorrow I just wanna lay in my bed and do nothing and be alone.