pain. that’s all i feel. emotions are long forgotten. i don’t know what’s happening around me. everything just fucking hurts. every bone in my body is filled with agonising pain and it just won’t fucking stop. screaming doesn’t help. self harm is starting to not help. how is it ever gonna get better? i just want out. i want it to stop. i need it to stop
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That state is horrible, need a quick change. Got any house plants ? Something preferably with big leaves or vivid colors?
nah i don’t, i know i won’t be able to take care of them
cactus, you can water them every couple weeks to once a month during winter months. takes minimal care.
like everything, plants also have different difficulty levels. maybe try googling easy options for first time plants