life is a battle no one defeats. every waking moment is torture for people like you and me, sleep is the only escape. unless your demons have a starring role in them too
no one cares enough to learn who you are past those demons so really, what’s the fucking point?
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Then here’s idealist me, thinking that as it obviously doesn’t have to be this way, somehow there are some adjustments that need made. Earlier in my life I thought they were adjustments I could make. Now I realize, other people would need to change too. That’s not impossible, but there’s a defeatist attitude about it in kind people around the world.
I’m obsessed with the meglomaniacal impulse to enforce my pain on others…. no luck as yet finding a legal and effective method.
It seems the opposite really. People get close until they realise what your demons are. Don’t give them so much importance. You’re the only one you can count on fully.