i think it’s cycles Maisie ~~~… : (
the wave~ will lift You up again in a bit, You just wait the ‘low’ out ~

also, i know You’re describing how You’re feeling
but from a purely objective, medical perspective…
couldn’t this “can’t do anything” “can’t show up anywhere” be symptoms of something… ? [i know it first hand : / ]
is there any treatment that would maybe help You overcome that?