Why do I have to suffer from depression. Why cant I be like one of those people who had a rough childhood and survived. Why do I have to have thoughts of sucide or negative thoughts all the time. Why?? Why can’t things get better. I been to counseling , onmedication but the sadness and thoughts are still here. Why did all those bad things have to happen to me as a child. Why did my mother choose to leave me and my siblings. Why do I go through so much pain everyday trying to hide how I really feel so the world doesn’t judge me. Why??
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don’t let the world judge you, try to express how you truely feel to someone close to you, let out all your pain while talking to a favorite pet or animal, or person… it may help somewaht. cry a bit to get out the pain… i don’t know what else to say except i hope that you find a light that isn’t neccesarily heaven’s gates (for now)
don’t hide how you feel. feelings bring you close to people, people are naturally passionate and caring creatures, and by you showing your true feelings, it will give them the impression that you are just like all of us; you have problems. So don’t worry about any one “judging” you, because I doubt they will, and if they do, they arn’t worth your time, also there are more kind people over those who will judge.
Yea Thts easier to say than to do. I always had to put a strong face on since I was a child. I guess u get used to it, it becomes part of u even tho I want to share my feelings with people… It’s just EXTREMELY hard for me.
I don’t think anyone “Knows” why.
Alot of us ask why, when maybe there is no why, maybe there is only what is.
At least your here and can post, rant your pain.
Pain shared is pain half felt.