I wouldn’t want to be in a coma or anything like that, but I haven’t slept in 14 fucking years and I just want to fucking sleep- have GOOD RESTFUL sleep like a normal person like I used to- and wake up feeling refreshed instead of feeling like an exhausted zombie every fucking day.
My depression would be “cured” for the most part if I could just be healthy again- before my car accident fucked me up in so many ways and before I went to drs for “help” only for them to make me WORSE. fucking idiot evil drs.
anyway, fuck this shitty life i have. i can’t take it. it’s driving me insane and there’s NO HELP for me. This.is.Torture.
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Do you take sleeping pills?
ofc i don’t. if they worked, i wouldn’t be having this problem.
I take quetiapine and it helps me sleep.