I have been a good, honest, hardworking and creative person all my life, but luck and the support of other people usually were not with me. No matter how hard i try i never fitted in and people did not like me although i never did anything wrong directly (or indirectly, as far as i know). And now i am in the most desperate situation you could imagine, crying frequently, not taking any pleasure from life, keeping a very serious and sad face all the time, distancing myself from people (thanks to their attitude!) etc.
Have been searching the best method for a long time. Unfortunately the most efficient and painless ones are not available to me, therefore i have decided to finish the deal by jumping off my balcony. I am living at the 9th floor and i will try to fall on my back. Please wish me good luck and a painless and/or peaceful death. I am deserving this. Thanks!
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What did you do to deserve this? I think you should not jump, I a, sure you will survive and be worse off.
I would advise against idea landing on your back… you’ll probably end up with every bone in your body crushed and be in a wheelchair for life – then you got no chance of ending it
Once I had an accident in my childhood when I fall on my back, it was hard to breath n it wasn’t fun.If you decide to jump-jump on your head and on the cement – more chancces to die.But I’d be afraid a little bit to become physically disabled after that.
I’ve an idea to form a kidney stone which could kill.Just I’m trying to drink as less as possible, to consume lots of cacao or food with Vitamine C, I’ve read it can form a stone…