I feel kinda off after the talk I’ve had with a psychiatric outpatient clinic. I feel like, she didn’t really understand my limitations on how I struggle with life and what treatment I’d be willing to do. She kept shoving her clinic onto me. I’ve looked at it years back and I knew I wouldn’t be able to do it.
To her, a stationary psycho clinic is like vegetating away and not grasping the problem. What the hell, I bet lots of people wouldn’t even consider getting help like that. I don’t wanna be a Debby-Downer but I have the feeling, no one really understands, how deep my issues lie. I’ve been at a place for a daily structure for a year, and let me tell you, I still want to off myself sometimes because I’d rather stay at home. Guys, I don’t know anymore.
I believe with all the hits I’ve taken, there was just one too many on the point of no return 🙁
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The point of no return sounds so final. I’ve also found trouble communicating to the therapist and psychiatrist. Sometimes I feel like they aren’t hearing the parts I want them to. I’m sorry you are not being understood properly. I hope you are understood one day.