It’s been almost 5 months since my mom passed away and I am a lost little girl without her.
It’s been 5 months of my brain just on autopilot and me just being in the background of my head
It has been 5 months with the bare minimum to survive by choice
If I can’t keep myself alive that is a problem for another person but not me
I hate the idea of leaving who I need but I love the idea of being as free as the wind
It’s been 5 months since I turned 16 and now my world has ended.
Once Upon A Time I was told by a judge and a school councilor that i wouldn’t make it 17 and man I think their witches with how my life has been going.
I finally have my place to rant again, to be unapologetically me and I’m excited to see my community again.
XoXo- lilsuicideangel007**
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I’m sorry you lost your mom. I can’t imagine the pain you must feel, especially at your age. I hope you are able to survive this as well as be free. This place is a little sad, but you are allowed to be who you want to be here.