I know that’s not going to happen, but I wish it would. I can’t seem to fix my own life, no matter what I’ve tried or done. I’m so broken. I’m like pieces of a mirror or glass that’s shattered, and need someone to help me glue the pieces back together.
I’m so tired of a broken life. But now my body and mind is broken as well, so HOW am I going to fix my life now??? :'(
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I wish I knew Eternal, I wish I knew.
you’ve provided me great wisdom and perspective on several things I only barely noticed before. That’s legit value delivered. Now of course my solution would be to make that value delivered enough. Engineering backwards is so much cheaper, because all you need is a good strong reframe and pow, back in business
so if I had something to offer other than blather and jokes, I would. I really really would.
which several things?
there’s a part of myself I had learned to keep quiet, specifically the part that is fed up with the exploitive nature of the society we live in. You helped me workshop ways to talk about it, which is the only way I can think about some things.
I’m not saying everyone would see it as a value add. I’m under the impression that some people would have rather those parts of me stayed silent. But the door is already open, I’m coming to terms with ideas and personality traits I had buried.
Plus, as either of us has been apt to note; their disapproval doesn’t come with practical solutions. They live in the wishful thinking world, that maybe they can just think it better by not thinking about unpleasant things. Sick as we are, I still say that’s the sicker thought pattern, the belief in absurd magical thinking.
“specifically the part that is fed up with the exploitive nature of the society we live in.”
–>This is one of the major reasons why I hate this world, why I’m so angry and bitter, and why I hate most humans.
a long while back, i had wanted to get my PsyD, be a therapist, and help others. Same ideals you had. While I can’t help my life, I’ve found it’s so much easier to help others.