I do wonder what made tonight special, but respect the decision. You fought hard for a long time.

Of course, cynic that I am, I suspect you may think different, or that it might not work. If that’s the case, we’ll be right here.

heh, I guess that means I’m rooting for you, even now, getting your intention. Anyone else reading this know that’s always been what I’m going for; trying to get you what you’re reaching for. You really want to go out? By all means, no one should be held against their will…. isn’t that the meaning of consent?

There’s a time for everything in this world, meaning there must be a time to die. But is that time now? that’s the question that always haunts me.

I salute you Plainwhite, and anyone else willing to try and go on their own terms. This world takes more than it gives most days, it takes a bold spirit to take something back.

***Not an endorsement or encouragement of suicide, merely empathizing and having been there a whole lot.