I am a disabled asian man who was adopted when I was around a year old. I live in a very conservative state and I kind of hate it here. The asian hysteria from 2020 only helped things just get a little worse for me. I had a man earlier this year tell me he was happy he nuked us during ww2. I am not even japanese, but that doesn’t matter when you’re a bigot. I have thought about moving but my parents are both here and they are in their late 70’s. Their health grows a little worse every year and I won’t move until they are gone. Some people would say well there just your adopted parents, what does it matter. Everything i’ve had in life thus far is because of them, and that is why I haven’t left yet.
I’m sorry I didn’t really answer the question. I hate the people in my state. But if given enough time perhaps the entire country. I feel like were sitting on a powder keg just begging to go off. And I feel like weak minded individuals have led us to this point.
I dislike certain people a great deal. It’s what they represent, what they’ve come to represent. I have a general hatred for the state, I’m somewhat well known for that even in regular life. Many wards and employees of the state hate it in their heart of hearts. I only hate the state that holds me specifically, not the concept of a state. I’m not that cynical yet. I’ve been both ward and employee, just fyi.
On an individual level it depends. I have a strong distaste towards certain attitudes, but I try to listen. What really gets me is loyalty without responsibility; IE trusting someone without expecting them to act in rational and productive ways. It’s a fundamental breakdown of rationality.
The backwards attitudes, the rumination on their worst instincts is just so depressing. I want out. I don’t care to hear about it anymore. I tried to take a cognitive approach, but I don’t have the clinical resources or support needed to fix this rat trap. Expecially not at these temperatures and prices.
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I am a disabled asian man who was adopted when I was around a year old. I live in a very conservative state and I kind of hate it here. The asian hysteria from 2020 only helped things just get a little worse for me. I had a man earlier this year tell me he was happy he nuked us during ww2. I am not even japanese, but that doesn’t matter when you’re a bigot. I have thought about moving but my parents are both here and they are in their late 70’s. Their health grows a little worse every year and I won’t move until they are gone. Some people would say well there just your adopted parents, what does it matter. Everything i’ve had in life thus far is because of them, and that is why I haven’t left yet.
I’m sorry I didn’t really answer the question. I hate the people in my state. But if given enough time perhaps the entire country. I feel like were sitting on a powder keg just begging to go off. And I feel like weak minded individuals have led us to this point.
That is very terrible. I’m asian too and had my fair share of comments like that sadly…
Yes.
But I’m trying to keep positive that there’s some good ones out there.
I dislike certain people a great deal. It’s what they represent, what they’ve come to represent. I have a general hatred for the state, I’m somewhat well known for that even in regular life. Many wards and employees of the state hate it in their heart of hearts. I only hate the state that holds me specifically, not the concept of a state. I’m not that cynical yet. I’ve been both ward and employee, just fyi.
On an individual level it depends. I have a strong distaste towards certain attitudes, but I try to listen. What really gets me is loyalty without responsibility; IE trusting someone without expecting them to act in rational and productive ways. It’s a fundamental breakdown of rationality.
The backwards attitudes, the rumination on their worst instincts is just so depressing. I want out. I don’t care to hear about it anymore. I tried to take a cognitive approach, but I don’t have the clinical resources or support needed to fix this rat trap. Expecially not at these temperatures and prices.