I am not a cutter. I have never been suicidal. Life has always been about accomplishing the mission… but now there is her, or should I say and then there was her? Oh how I loved her. She was my great muse… my great love. After she left I fell into a bottle. The mission of my life quickly became this: Get fucked up and forget. The downward spiral has lasted about 8 months now. I am addicted to alcohol, drugs, and sex. The weight of my sins grows heavy on my shoulders. My legs are bowed, and my back is tired. Something has to give…
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A.A
I tried A.A. I could not commit to it. It is hard for me to commit to anything these days.
If you can not commit then your not ready. Just cut it down. The problem with you is you are using and drinking to extreme cause your not happy. That’s your escape.
I like a drink or 12 too.