I Think I Hate People

I hate how evil and selfish and cruel people can be. I hate how they like to target people like me because they know I don’t have enough confidence to stand up for myself. I hate how whenever I try to tell someone about how helpless I feel they just tell me to fight back like that’s so easy. If I had a button to turn off the side of me that desires human connection, I would press it in a heartbeat.

And, yes, I know I shouldn’t take the things people say about me to heart, but it just hurts so much when people say cruel things to your face when you’re not even bothering them.

 I should be spending today celebrating, instead I’m in tears.