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I’m so lonely it makes me sick.

I don’t really have any friends. I used to have 2 but one stopped talking to me and I’m not sure the other even likes me. I’m horribly shy with an awful stutter so I have no chance of making new ones. I have no online friends as I don’t have much of an internet presence besides tumblr and some imageboards.

I can’t talk to my parents. My mother would just get mad at me and I don’t talk to my father anymore.

I just want this all to stop. I would’ve committed suicide by now […]

I miss you. I really miss you.

I’m sorry. I’m really sorry.

I’m sorry you had to go like that.

I’m sorry that you were trapped in your own body, unable to eat or drink.

I’m sorry that you couldn’t even see me when you died.

I’m sorry that we couldn’t afford to get you treatment.

I’m sorry you couldn’t get a dignified burial.

I’m sorry I didn’t treat you right when you were alive.

I’m sorry.

You were my only friend; my best friend, the only one I’ll probably ever have.

I miss […]