9 years later…

Hey SP. I’ve been on this site for the worst part of the last 9 years. Does it get better? Have I had good moments? Yeah, I’ve had great moments. But the lows are so low, I’ll admit, it’s hard to stay positive sometimes. I lost my dad a month ago… and took less than a week off of school for it… I’m not okay. My dad and I had a complicated relationship, but beyond it all, we were very close. I’m having a hard time seeing the light at the end of the tunnel here. Is there even a light? Who knows. I’m grasping straws pretending like life is okay… but it isn’t. It really isn’t.