I loved you more than my own life…

but I chose your peace over my presence

Love — The Silent Killer

I never loved you to hurt you.
I loved you the only way I knew…
with my whole heart, even when it was breaking.
If loving you too much was my mistake,
then yes… I accept it.
Because in this world,
no one taught me how to love softly
when all I knew was how to love deeply.
I never counted your flaws.
I never kept score of your mistakes.
I only counted the moments
when your smile made my pain disappear.
When everyone says I am wrong,
I stay quiet…
not because you are right —
but because I don’t want you to feel blamed,
not even for a second.
I only wanted to be your peace.
Not your pressure.
Not your burden.
Sometimes my care became heavy.
Sometimes my words came out wrong.
But my heart…
it never carried even one bad intention for you.
You should know one truth —
in this entire world,
I loved you in a way no one else ever will.
Not louder.
Not richer.
Not more perfect.
But more real.
I stayed when it was difficult.
I chose you even when choosing you hurt me.
I protected your name even when my own heart was bleeding.
You have breathing issues…
and I swear,
the last thing I ever wanted
was to become another reason
your chest feels heavy.
If my love ever felt like pain,
please remember —
it was never because I didn’t love you enough…
It was because
I loved you more than I knew how to handle.I think that I should end up my life to make you happy not making your mental health even worse
Yours most lovingly/ KALKI//.