First of all, Im grateful that this place exists. Bc when I have no one, and Im feeling as lonely as I did today, I at least have this place to come to.
I’ve been struggling with suicidal daydreams a lot lately. I think there are parts of my life I desperately would like to escape. In some ways I did; it was nice out, and I went for an extra-long run along a forest trail. I got lucky and saw some deer that didnt run away. 
I dont know why I get this way, sometimes. Pseudo suicidal. When it comes down to it, I think Im just really, really lonely. And feel like a social pariah.
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Gorgeous. Alone sucks, but alone in nature isn’t so bad.
Nature can be beautiful. Raw & unfiltered.
Humans are the only animals that seem to be cognitively advanced enough to think to such a degree that we go beyond base animal instincts, but nature still puts us in our place.