This is going to be short, I’m kind of tired. My mom tells me to open my eyes and see how beautiful life is… well… my eyes have been open and I’ve been looking. Actually, I’ve been searching, but the more I see… not the world it self but what I have offered in these 20 years of my exsitance… I’ve made it worse. I don’t deserve to be here and it seems like I find more reasons to call it quits than to actually continue…
I don’t know. I wish I didn’t feel like this. No one should ever “welcome” death… the way I do. it’s a very awful feeling. One should go out and live life but why can’t I just pull the strength and do it myself? I know it’s there… somewhere…  Thanks for listening.
-K
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have you sought out help ?
Please read “The Four Agreements” by Don Miguel Ruiz
you can change nothing but your own reality which is created with your thoughts and beliefs this is not terminal it just means you are special you are a light worker and a spiritual warrior
time to wake up this is hell and the only way out is to wake up
good luck God Bless
see ya someday at Source until then fight on and never stop looking for your answers you are needed more than ever right now
Live, Learn, Love and Laugh Always Laugh
Amakua