I am officially back on the clock. The more I think about it, the more I realize that this is something I need and must do. I can no longer lie to myself that everything will work out and things can be normal again, that ship has sailed. Better that I go now than prolong the inevitable, it will be better for me and for the few that may miss me.
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on the 6th of January ,one week ago someone I called my son shot himself Me and family and friends are trying to come to terms with this and have massive guilt and sadness. I think we will never be the same…..please dont do this to the ones that will miss you its the hardest thing Ive ever had to deal with… I know you must be in pain
I have said those EXACT words one week ago. I literally wrote down those words in a message. The Countdown has begun I said. I’ve been thinking about ending it for the past six months but some part of my brain has managed to talk me out of it, and it lied to me convincing me things will get better and these are just ‘dark times’. But its shit. Every morning when I wake up the reality hits me like a bucket of cold water. Morning is the hardest time to be alive.. But unfortunately its not ‘better to go now’ no matter how badly you want to. Trust me, things do have a way of working themselves out.. hey, if you wanna talk, I would love to listen. You got nothing to lose, just hear me out. insanity_forever7@gmail.com