What am I thinking? I’m only 12 and already I’m fed up with life? Not only do I want myself dead, but I want to hurt others too. I can’t tell my mom. She already knows I cut myself, She used to cut herself too. In fact she was anerexic. She took my knives and thought that would solve the problem. It didn’t. I think of how easy it would be to just put on a little more pressure than usuall…
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I started my depression at around twelve years of age i forget if it was before or after my parents divorce but i am afraid of cutting since im a coward. I am 16 almost 17 and have been wanting to hang myself in this year.
I remember being 9 years old and planning to run away from home. I remember being 12 years old and planning my suicide…over and over again. At age thirteen I would shoplift as a pick me up. At age fifteen I would lock myself in the bathroom for hours and hours and cut myself on my arms and legs. At ages 16 and 17 I contemplated suicide again. Then I got help. I empowered myself for the first time in my life when I began seeing different counselors. For the first time I was hearing from other people that I had experienced great loss and needed to grieve my losses. I graduated high school last May. I am in my second semester of college and I feel vast improvements in my life. Getting help is the BEST thing I have ever done for myself. Please find a local counselor and support group to attend! If your parents don’t like that idea, talk to somebody at your school about it. You need to get help for YOU. There is a chance for you to be happy one day. There is a HUGE, fighting chance. You just need to give yourself that chance. And believe me, you deserve it. Please, get help for yourself. If you need to talk, i’m here.
thanks:)