My psychologist says that use of escape mechanisms and mental painkillers makes me dependent on them and sensitive to pain, just the like people who use aspirins and conventional analgesics to deal with everyday pains become even more sensitive to the everyday pains of life. His recommendation is that “you just have to feel it sometimes”.
But mental painkillers are just so addictive. Thoughts of suicide are just sooo addictive, and comforting…well here is one of my painkillers, a cover of a popular Chinese song.
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In a few months maybe a year they’ll figure out that antidepressants have side effects. These side effects are that they cause an even greater and stronger depression. I’d stick to things like the song but the painkillers will make you worse.
Hope it helps
There are always consequences. It’s just choosing which consequences you want to live with. Good luck.
That was a beautiful song. Thank you for sharing. I always found songs sung in foreign languages (mainly Japanese, Chinese, & Korean) to be simply wonderful. Music mends my tattered soul. http://youtu.be/HcvzITc3Mnw
Hope you’ll feel better in the coming days.