Hi. Im laynie. I am 13 years old in 7th grade middle school.
A summery of my life:
Im basically hated by my mom, she acts like she loves me but when it all comes down she really hates me. I started cutting myself about 3 months ago but they never got to serious. I love my dad more then anything and if it wasnt for him i would of killed my self by now. I hate my life, its not even a joke i think of myself as an ugly disgusting fat person. I Wish I could just not wake up and die inside of my dreams but its not that easy… Life is pain and pain is me. I want to move away to Buffalo Newyork but you know with my mom here in Florida I can’t move. I have to stay here. Shes a selfish piece of crap who has no idea what the hell she is making her daughter go through. I hope that one day she realizes that she is making her daughter go through HELL.
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How do you know that your mother hates you if she acts like she loves you? (Not doubting you, just curious).
Aw…this isn’t good. You’re 13.. In a suicide site… Hang in there kiddo.
time to check your self in somewhere. get some professional help.
Hi, it’s me, the girl who wrote this. Wow people actually caring and Im fine: Last night she told me she’d pay my dad to take me 100% of the time and then when she got on the phone with me she tried taking it all back.
Parents have been known to make vague threats or just be mean when angry/upset with their child – but they don’t mean it. Is there any chance that it was that? And if she wants rid of you so badly, is there any chance you could go and live with your Dad?