fuck my life. i hate it. i have no purpose. i give up on EVERYTHING.. my freidns all hate me, for nothing. i didnt do antrhing. my best friend for 5 years, just randomly screamed at me, for NOTHING!…i cant stnad the pain any longer. it hurts so bad. i want to DIE. NOW, soon. i want the pain to go away. but i wont. i cant change…im so far gone, it’d be better for everyone if i left. i cant stand being alone anymore. cutting doesnt help anymore. nothing does. no one does.
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So sorry things are so bad…truly sorry. Your words sound so familiar to my heart…the hurt, desperation…absolute desperation! It is horrible!! I wish I could do more, say more…something…you are at such a horrible place. I am so sorry. Please continue to post if it is at all helpful!
I get what you mean 100%
thanks guys..