I’ve passed my deadline. Life is worse than ever. I have my prep suppies (meds,alcohol)just need to prepare my actual method of choice.
I am so ready to go…i just need the final push to DO IT.
Please post if you can help me get there.
To everyone else that wants to suggest something along the lines of “dont give up,” please save your comments. I’m going to go. The decision has been made. I just want moral support from thos ewho dont oppose it.
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My email: gaylikeyourmother@gmail.com
My motives aren’t to tell you “don’t give up”. I wont tell you anything of that sort.
Just want to talk.
Well this is the wrong forum to be posting on if you don’t want people to tell you not to do it. According to the red text at the top, we also can’t post methods even if we wanted to but I guess you said you already have yours. Just try not to end up crippled in a hospital afterward.
Can you get your boyfriend over and hug the shit out of him? Moral support, cuddling? I remember that you have said your bf isn’t that affectionate but it wouldn’t hurt to ask him nicely to come over and just hold him. If not him, maybe a friend or family member?
@Randy22…Nope. he’s in Florida,for an indefinite vacation with his snobbish parents,following a week spent with them skiing in Utah that i knew nothing about(I was in OZ). So I came back from OZ all alone,and have been alone and miserable since.
@Jackleboot…you obviously havent been well read on this forum. Suicidal people are reaching out to others for mutual understanding without recrimination all of the time. Its not about methods.Although,if you look hard enough,you will find plenty,too. In the meantime,thanks for the lovely advice.I have a foolproof method so i wont end up crippled on your tax dollar.
Sorry it came to this. I wish you a peaceful journey, and if for whatever reason it doesn’t work out, I hope you find your way back here.
Prep supplies? So you haven’t decided what method you prefer? I think this is the wrong place to ask! Look at statistics of what methods have the highest success rates. Don’t do something you’re not 80% sure will work. One kid recently posted on here that he did something even though he knew it was not strong enough and got really sick. You don’t want to make your life worse, you want to end it. Chose carefully, plan carefully. I think guns are the most preferred choice, but there are less painful methods like gas poisoning and meds.
Wow G4 with people like u in the world,who needs terrorists,bullies or enemies? U r certainly not out to save anyone r u?
To G4 and Conrad,yes I have my method,but I don’t want to mention it outright. It does have a high success rate. I just don’t want to get lectured for mentioning it. Again,don’t worry all…ill get it done right the first time. I’ve been thinking and researching this for three years,so I’m pretty sure I’m not approaching it half assed. As for the drinking and oainlesss part,everyone deserves to have a pain free death. What does pain prove? It’s like the idiots who refuse drugs in labor. U still get the baby either way,and u r the only one experiencing the event,so what difference does it make to others if it was painful or not?
To one day,thanks for ur simple words. U live in a beautiful country,I hope u know that.
@sunbird I know. just don’t fit in here, I’m sure you can relate. I hope you can treat yourself to some nice things before you go out.
I don’t oppose it in principle, people have the right to their own body in my view.
But I’m sad to hear you’re leaving. This’ll sound daft, but every time I hear of a girl who want’s to off herself, I think sheesh, here I am, just wanting a girlfriend and all these girls are killing themselves? Damn. Sorry. Really off topic.
Anyway, I hope the best for you and that you find peace or whatever it is you’re looking for.
It’s not stupid at all muspelhem. I was thinking the same thing. Also friends, I
Don’t have any real friends so yeah.
Thanks Duke 🙂
Really?! You’re one of the most jovial and funny guys I’ve ever “met”. The people where you live must be a bunch of ungrateful f***s?!?
I think the same thing when I hear about those nice guys who wanna off. duke u really aint got no friends? but yr so smart and funny
They are not genuine. I know people through necessity not choice. For example people I know in the local area and work, I only know because circumstance threw us together. Im going to move to the south west at some point this year and try and do things I like. I don’t know, pottery courses, creative writing classes etc. That way I can come into contact with people through choice. I mostly go out alone. People tend to be nicer in the rural/coastal areas than the city.
@ Duke: I see. Sounds to me like a good plan…
Did a trial run tonight…only took a couple pills on phone with my bf.not enough to harm but just to prove to him I could do it.it was exhilarating. Now just have to wait a few more days….