Apologies for the incoherence; what follows is a personal rant:
Do it. Take away my friends. I’m paranoid as hell right now, and I don’t think I can take being calm and under control. Twist the truth, and turn others against me. Be like B., and J., and R., and all those other f**** that lied about you behind your back to try and make you into a monster when you returned to college. In a better mood I support you, I do my best to convince myself that you are a good person, and now I’m so tired and paranoid I don’t know what to believe; likewise, I think you are just jealous that they cast you out of their circle, and not that they said awful things about you. You are just like them. No heart. Cold and full of petulance.
No I’m not some sissy goody-two shoes. I drink and smoke and, although this year has left me without any friends, party, but I have a heart. I am expert at meaning-well, and by using me you are just some loser who hates himself.
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Yeah. Let it all out.