People say it gets easier. But it hasn’t yet. My first year in highschool has been ruined becuz of my depression. There’s only 2 months left (about) and I feel I’m getting worse. I’m in more emotional pain. My friends don’t really care. They act like I’m fine but IM NOT FINE! I’m hurting… :/ and it sucks. I don’t know if I’ll get better. I hope I do. Cuz I realized I don’t wanna die anymore…. I just want to run away, from everything… I’m pathetic
-RawrImaTurtle..
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Hi Rawrimaturtle
It takes time for things to improve. When I was at school albeit 10 years ago I used to feel exactly the same. You develop skills with experience that help you deal with it. I was not on medication until I was around 16 but even then the improvement didnt last. I think I’m now going to have to try combining two. I never tried psychology or counselling because there was just nothing at that time i could point to as the cause. I should have been happy. I thought the counselling was helping you?
PS your not at all pathetic
My friends pretend that I’m ok too, that or leave me. For me it doesn’t get better but it gets worse. I’ve been depressed since the beginning of high school and now I’m entering my senior year.
I want to say to all of you in high school. Life just begins after high school. High school teaches you how to study! College teaches you how to live! If college is not an option than remember you still have the freedom to do what you want.
duke,
thank you. sometimes i just wish it would hurry up tho. and yah a bit tho i find it hard to tell my counsellor everything.. trust issues
determined,
i hate it how my friends act. my friend asked me today tho “are you ok, you seem different lately”
skipalaz,
thanks you..
@rawrimaturtle- My friends ask me that everytime they talk to me but they don’t care what my response is. And the funny thing is that they never talk to me. It hurts cause my friends specifically told me that they would be there for me through thisbuut where are they now? They are gone.
determined,
yah mine told me the same thing.. tho they really aren’t. they just love to lie to me!
duke,
yah.. just hard to open up..
I don’t know what trust issues you might have. I have some real embarrassing problems that although are nothing really to be ashamed about, I just don’t feel it’s necessary to talk about. Which is probably why I created these mental blocks. You should be ok talking to a counsellor though, that’s what they are there for.