I’m 15 years old… and I want to die now bcoz everyone says that I have no future I’m not good in studies and my mother says that it’s better that you just gone.. so the day she said that (3days back) I thought maybe I should try killing myself but now I’m thinking how to do it (any ideas?)… well now I’m gonna die tomorrow I’m jumping from the 4thfloor of the stovner center.. I’m gonna call everyone I know first just to say bye I’m going but wont tell them where… well not my dad coz I have not met him since he and mom got divorced I was 8 btw… but well I don’t think I have a good future so why not go now?
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I’m sorry you feel that way, but if that’s truly it, then that is up to you to end everything. Although, if you truly want it all to end, it might be easier for you to just write letters, or a recorded message.
Whatever you choose, I hope the outcome will be alright for you.
But… there are many, many people who say–and are told–that they have no future. And there are many, many people who show everyone else just how wrong they were by becoming strong, successful people, just by putting their all into everything they do. Even if you may not be good at certain things, that doesn’t mean you will never find something you exel at. That something may help you become a successful person.
Whatever your choice is, good luck.
*air hugs*
did you feel this way about your life before people started saying those things? similar like Loreildarksky said, just cause people say what they think of your life doesn’t that that’s your life, only you will ever be able to make decisions like that. So please don’t kill yourself unless it’s what you truly want, not because because of what people say or think of you, also only do it if your 100 PERCENT sure you want this, cause if you do it even with the smallest doubt in your mind then your making a mistake and it will be to late.
I know what your mum said would of had big impact, because it’s your mum, but maybe she didn’t think you’d take it as seriously as you are now. I’m sure she didn’t mean it like that, tell her how she made you feel and don’t be afraid because I’m sure she’d rather find out from you telling her then a knock on the door from the police.
If death is what you ‘really’ want (I’m only saying this because I’d hate to think of you ending up handicapped or completely paralyzed): I’ll just say the lower the height the higher the survival rate goes.
correction from 2nd line: “…just cause people say what they think of your life doesn’t *mean* that that’s your life…”
good luck friend
omg wait god never gives you more then you can handle if your mom said that to you leave get help that is fucked up that your mom says that ! that just sad. dont hurt your self i care and i know many do to please message me at RebeccaJNeilson@gmail.com thanks please dont hurt your self!