Now that I haven’t been having so many physical problems, I have nothing to do. I find it really difficult to transmit my thoughts into words to communicate them with other people. I have a difficult time separating the past from the present, and if time is just an illusion, I guess there’s no difference. I’ve had a hangover from magic mushrooms for literally almost 7 weeks now, and before that I had a shroom hangover for almost 4 weeks and after about 3 1/2 weeks I did them again and got another hangover from them. I would really like to try dmt but I have no idea how to obtain it or a pipe to smoke it in. I think I may never have the opportunity to try it for the rest of my life.
I really want to eat right now, I can’t tell if it’s because I’m bored and I’m used to stuffing my face with food several times a day, or I’m low in nutrients. I hate my roommate all she does is ***** at her dog, it makes me feel bad because I’m too much of a ***** to do anything about it. I wish I could move to another place.