I don’t really have a big sob story so I don’t know why I feel the way I do. I just want to disappear. Ease the pressure on my family, keep everyone happy. I get so tired of just being a burden. Nothing seems to help either. Not therapy, drugs, or hosptialzation. Suicide is about the only thing I think of. I make plans and just chicken out. Can’t let anyone know so I’ll just do this instead. Need to run or die. Can’t seem to do either though.
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You don’t have to have a big sob story to have Depreesion as Depression is how you feel and not what has happened to you.
I’m sure if your family had a choice they would rather have what you see as a burden to take care of you then not have you at all.
You don’t have to have a sob story. You may not have it as bad as some people but obviously there is something wrong for you to be depressed.
No, but I think it wouldn’t affect me so bad if I said I have a reason. Thank you everyone.
yup … what Determined_rebel said. Everyone has a “thing” or is at a crossroads that they need a little (or a lot) of help with … some ideas, perspective or just the ability to vent.
there is no “requirement” to participate here. care to ell us what this “pressure” is?
quiz dawg
The need to be perfect. Have that job, be able to help everyone, and just in general take care of everyone and everything. I know it sounds crazy, but it’s how I feel.
Don’t let “perfect” be the enemy of “good” … I want to save all unwanted dogs from being destroyed … that would be perfect … realistically i, as a sole individual cannot meet that goal … even if I was a millionaire … but that doesn’t mean hat I should not save one or two when I have the space and money to take them in. At some point you have to rust others to help you or at minimum, help themselves. for each individual to be able to help anyone beyond themselves, they must first make sure they are on stable ground and functional to maintain themselves.
fix you … then branch out to others one step at a time. be realistic … but dream big 🙂
big dawg
*that … not “hat”
*trust … not “rust”