I dont know how this happened to me. Everyday I sit here trying to think differently, to feel different, to be different. I cant take it and I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. Do I go do the one thing that I want so badly? The one thing that will take this horrible pain inside me away forever? Am I brave enough to take that final step of the cliffs edge?
No one can save me now!!!
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Nah, stick around for July. Might be fun. 🙂
Hey i know it sucks. Believe me i know….
But you got to remember that taken your life is a real thing…
I think about it all the time.. I wonder if people will remember me if i take my llife. If everything will ever be the same…
I know it is hard.. I know it is hell to be going throw this… Have you tried talking to a stranger… One thing i did last week was walk up to random person and i said im suicidal i cut my self and i have a eating disorder.. And you know what they said well why do you do this..
I explained my storie and they listened sometimes you need to get stuff of your chest…
idk if you are willing to oopen up
but if you are
schneiderang@apsfalcons.net
No. No one can save you if each cry you make is silent. No one can save you if you refuse to allow it. Every word you placed above dances and swarms in my head.. Just one long, continuous thought. have you asked the questions yet? can you answer them?
How long will it take to die?
Will it hurt?
Why am I doing this?
Is there nothing in life I enjoy?
What am I running from?
Are you running from you?
To answer your questions.
1 not long I hope
2 probably
3 because im a no good worthless failure
4 no nothing except the thought of ending it
5 your right I am running from myself