I’ve accepted a while ago that we have no meds in the house that would really kill me. But I think after dinner I’ll down some meds. Just looking to go to the hospital.. I’ve never felt so alone… If anyone wants to help ease my loneliness until I do that, email or text
wolfhomepup@yahoo.com
732-907-9411
make sure to let me know who it is. Thanks…
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You can go to the hospital without taking the meds and tell them how you’re feeling. Why do physical damage to yourself? It won’t help.
I know I can’t talk to my grandparents about how I feel and honestly they wouldn’t take me to the hospital forthat anyways.. And I wouldn’t know what to say to anyone there anyways… So I would have to do something to actually have to go there..
OK, Dawn, I understand that. I don’t think you necessarily should, but I get it.
What meds are you thinking about taking?
You don’t need the meds,Your lonely and need someone to talk with. Do you have anyone near you that you could speak to?
Instead of taking a bunch of pills and doing damage to yourself why not tell your grandparents that you are thinking about taking the pills and hopefully they care enough to take you to the hospital, if that is really what you need.
I’ll just say on the meds, tylenol and other over the counter painkillers are a bad, bad idea. Whether you died or not, it’s a massively painful long hard death. One of the worst possible. Isn’t a lot of fun if you don’t die either (it’s awful, truly awful).
So don’t do that.
What Wolfenstein666 said.
Or you can talk to someone here maybe.
Or call a crisis helpine.
Or even call 911 if you’re feeling bad enough.
I realize they might hospitilize you and lots of people don’t want that. But apparently you *do* want that, and are willing to hurt yourself to have that happen. You can skip the step of hurting yourself and call 911 or a helpline and maybe they can help you either get in the hospital, or talk you through it.
I wish you well.
Please don’t do that hang in the call the Samaritans I did a while back I had a pocket of pills and I had a plan but actually talking to another human being really helped.if you are that serious and afraid of what you might do sit down and think is death really an answer to your problems?or is life worth a shot please think hard..sometimes I go to the front page of this website and read through the pages of self help they provide it really helps me when I feel bad. I’m sending lots of love your way and a big virtual hug..you are not alone know that dawn((((hug))))
Idk whatever meds we have in the house.. I’ll go check. Hold on.. Um.. Robitussin.. Pepto.. Asprin.. Advil.. (but I’m not good with gel pills..) um.. More robitussin.. Promethazine.. (?).. Yeah.. That’s about it..
Asprin is terrible so is Advil, it sounds like taking the pills is pointless because the point of it would be to get to the hospital and you don’t have to take the pills to get there
Promethazine is an anti-nausea drug which was also used as a first generation anti-histamine for allergies. I just found that on Google. I’m no expert.
Mixing a bunch of drugs together is dangerous, even over the counter ones. Advise against.
If you don’t die, organ failure or damage and great misery is possible. Even if you died, great misery in advance of death for a long time would be virtually guaranteed.
Better to call the local or national helpline or 911.
Wait found more.. Hmmmm metformin, atenolol, sertraline, simvastatin, glyburide, ibuprofen.. Idk what most of those are..
It’s not that I want to die. It’s just no matter how much I try to tell them how miserable I am in this house they don’t listen. It would be pointless to kill myself with only 11 days left till Florida so I won’t do that but I still need them to realize how serious I was and I think the meds thing should do that..
Ibuprofen will make you sick if you take a lot. That’s bout it, I’m not saying it’s a great idea but it would prolly be the safest
You could always just dump out a bottle of pills and told them you took it and get to the hospital that way, I just don’t see how causing damage to yourself will help, you won’t be able to enjoy Florida with damaged internal organs
Well you can google them or look them up on Wikipedia or a medical encyclopaedia like Drugs.com. A couple of those (metformin, glyburide) are anti-diabetes drugs. Sertraline is a selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor antidepressant, brand name Zoloft. Ibuprofen is a non-steroidal anti-inflammatory drug used as a painkiller and to reduce inflammation. Simvastatin is a statin drug to lower cholesterol. Atenolol is a beta-blocker drug. It’s dangerous to include in any overdose for reasons I won’t get into.
Any others you can look up online or call a poison control center about.
Taking all of those drugs would be ill-advised. It wouldn’t necessarily kill you reliably, but then they might too. Either way, would probably be very painful.
That’s what I hate about ppl, they just don’t listen/understand.
Thanks.. I don’t wanna do a lot of damage so I guess that’s the best choice? Maybe? Really guys I’m only looking for a little damage I’m not going to mix any of them. Just one. And just enough to be sick enough to go. Enough so I don’t even have to tell them what I did. Just end up really sick out of nowhere. So I can dramatize it enough for them to take me. Then I’ll tell someone there. I don’t want a ton of damage.
Ibuprofen is the one I meant in my last comment
I’m not going to advise you which drugs to take.
To start with, it’s against the rules of this site. Second, it opens me up to legal liability. Third, it’s your business; your responsibility. Fourth, I think all of them or any combination of them is a bad choice for (1) suicide (2) suicide gestures because (1) no guarantee they’d work and they’d probably hurt a lot, and (2) they might kill you anyway and they’d probably hurt a lot.
It’s your choice. I think if you don’t want to die and want to go to hospital, you should call the suicide helpline locally or nationally for your area, call the emergency department (911 in America, 000 in Australia and some other countries), or even call the local hospital emergency department directly.
But that’s my opinion. Yours is the one that counts.
Sorry for getting anyone involved or worried… I’m sorry… I hate doing that. I won’t make you guys worry anymore.. I’ll just stop talking.. Sorry to be another burden I know you have enough to deal with
No way that’s the main reason I am here, don’t apologize, and don’t stop talking, I can tell you have horrible self esteem but I want to try to be helpful to everyone here and I know you are a good person and its sad that you think you arn’t worth it
I don’t mind talking to you, Dawn. I’m just not going to advise you on what drugs to take to not harm yourself too much. I don’t know. I’m not a doctor. I could hardly advise you on one if I was, either.
I’m just saying don’t have any fantasy that you couldn’t accidentally kill yourself, because you could, or that it wouldn’t severely hurt you over several weeks, because it may, or that you wouldn’t get permanently damaged, because that could happen too.
I’m not opposed to suicide if a person finds it necessary, but I’m not a big of injuring yourself. I don’t see the point in it really.
But that’s just me. It is your decision.
Where are you from, by the way?
You people anger me! :\ can’t you see shes trying to reach out for help and you’re just telling her off with your opinion! You’re pushing her away just like every one else does! shes trying to get help, leave her be. If you would listen to her you would realize her grandparents wont listen to her when she asks to see people, she believes this will make them realize she is actually suffering. You say the would probably hurt a lot but even i know if you just barely ‘overdose’ on ibuprofen you will get really sick, it rarely will cause serious damage. Urgh! people never listen =\ . Dawn i dont care if im involved! im just happy you are reaching out for help!
^fan
that it * not the o.o
Grandmas taking my iPod away. I’ll come back as soon as I can. I’ll probly sneak on the computer later tonight.
Nobody on this site is a burden we all hurt together and lein on each other think Florida.
I was saying she wasn’t being a burden
Take care.
And thanks shloth..