well if people would be crying then cant they do it now! i mean im not saying go cry bout me but why wait til im fucking dead to show u care bout me thats so fucked ahh why was there even life to begin with i dont belong here on earth its just not my thing to live!
They don’t know about any of this. They don’t know your suicidal and harm yourself. If they did though im sure they would do whatever it takes to help. They really do care about you. They just dont show it because they don’t think they have to. They think you already know.
nobody im always alone especially during the summer in school im not lonely sure im with bitches and douches then summer comes and im ignored, locked in my room, or swimming laps by myself early in the morning, but lately ive been to depressed to leave the house.
i was actually 2 hours ago, but decided against it so i could talk to u and so u wont cry! and yes he does he lets me tell him everything but its why i think im a horrible gf he always makes me happy talking to him and he is to sweet and loving and i turn around and hurt him saying i wanna die he has no problem listening to me rant but he says it makes him really sad and that makes me feel worse
Your not a horrible gf. I’m sure your an amazing one. He cares about you and likes you just as you are. What would have happened though if I never started talking to you?? Would you have still put it down?
thats what he says but i dont belive him only cuz my trust for guys is at nothing and idk maybe cuz id prob back down again like always but maybe not cause i want the pain to end, but probably not im really at the breaking point
Kinda confusing… But it is hard to trust people sometimes. Guys can be assholes and it’s hard to trust them. And if you kill yourself, I’m going to kill you!
I was just kidding haha. I would never want you to die. If you did I would cry and then.. Idk maybe kill myself too? Probably. You dying is the last thing I would want. Your too amazing
That was a little harsh….. But I doubt it. I’m pretty sure you are amazing and you do deserve a caring bf. You actually care about people, that’s what makes you amazing.
If life was fair, all of the jerks would get lives like we do. But no it’s always the nice ones that live suicidal and depressed. -_- that’s life I guess
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I do and others I bet even if they dont show it. A lot of people are going to be crying at your funeral you know. Dying will hurt a lot of people
well if people would be crying then cant they do it now! i mean im not saying go cry bout me but why wait til im fucking dead to show u care bout me thats so fucked ahh why was there even life to begin with i dont belong here on earth its just not my thing to live!
They don’t know about any of this. They don’t know your suicidal and harm yourself. If they did though im sure they would do whatever it takes to help. They really do care about you. They just dont show it because they don’t think they have to. They think you already know.
actually all my friends know im suicidal cuz i trust i can confide in everyone of them haha nope i cant cuz now they just ignore me and im alone:/
Aww 🙁 they aren’t real friends then. You deserve real friends!
nope they arent:/ why r u sad!? sure i deserve real friends…but i neva ganna get them:/
nope they arent:/ why r u sad!? sure i deserve real friends…but i neva ganna get them:/
Don’t change the subject to me >:( who is your closest friend right now?
myself
Besides yourself?
nobody im always alone especially during the summer in school im not lonely sure im with bitches and douches then summer comes and im ignored, locked in my room, or swimming laps by myself early in the morning, but lately ive been to depressed to leave the house.
I know how you feel. Just don’t give up alright. You have people you can go to. You have me.
thanks but im sure il make u wanna leave
I wouldn’t leave. You seem nice and caring. I want to help you.
aw thanks. i wanna help u 2 but im sure im hopeless and no help to begin with
Your not hopeless. You made me smile by talking to me. You helped. Thank you. Now I have to help you in return. 🙂
thats good. haha well u clearly already did, im not dead.
You weren’t planning on it, were you? And does he know your suicidal?
i was actually 2 hours ago, but decided against it so i could talk to u and so u wont cry! and yes he does he lets me tell him everything but its why i think im a horrible gf he always makes me happy talking to him and he is to sweet and loving and i turn around and hurt him saying i wanna die he has no problem listening to me rant but he says it makes him really sad and that makes me feel worse
Of course it makes him feel sad. He cares about you. And how close exactly were you to killing yourself 2 hours ago?
i know he does thats why im a horrible gf. and close as in the gun was in my hands but i put back down:/
Your not a horrible gf. I’m sure your an amazing one. He cares about you and likes you just as you are. What would have happened though if I never started talking to you?? Would you have still put it down?
thats what he says but i dont belive him only cuz my trust for guys is at nothing and idk maybe cuz id prob back down again like always but maybe not cause i want the pain to end, but probably not im really at the breaking point
Kinda confusing… But it is hard to trust people sometimes. Guys can be assholes and it’s hard to trust them. And if you kill yourself, I’m going to kill you!
how could u do that id already be dead and if u try to beat me to it why would u kill me i thought u didnt want me dead…haha im confused now..
I was just kidding haha. I would never want you to die. If you did I would cry and then.. Idk maybe kill myself too? Probably. You dying is the last thing I would want. Your too amazing
aww no! if i kill myself dont punish yourself FOREVER too! NO IM NOT AMAZING! im fucked up and stupid im amazed i even have a bf
That was a little harsh….. But I doubt it. I’m pretty sure you are amazing and you do deserve a caring bf. You actually care about people, that’s what makes you amazing.
i have a caring bf and i do care bout people doesnt make me amazing but when they care bout me it amazes the fuck outa me
It shouldn’t. I don’t see why they wouldn’t care about you. And you are AMAZING 😛 you seriously should get out of that house though
haha thanks. and fuck i know. i want to more then anything
I hope you do soon and I’m sorry for everything that you have to go through.
its ok but dont be sorry. its one of those things that i got chose to deal with i have to deal with it no matter how hard it is
If life was fair, all of the jerks would get lives like we do. But no it’s always the nice ones that live suicidal and depressed. -_- that’s life I guess
yeah and its FUCKED! why do we get punished for being the nice ones? ITS NOT FAIR!
Life is stupid. But I’m glad I can at least talk to you. Someone who understands
it is. im happy to talk to u too
I’m happy you put the gun down. Place it in like a safe and lock it and throw away the combination away 🙂 that way you can’t be tempted.
true, but if im serious enough at one point there is other things then a gun
Ropes, knives, pills, razors, exc. In the safe you go 🙂
haha i dont have ropes but i dont wanna give up my knives, pills, and razors.
Pills you should definitely give up. And I hope you don’t cut yourself too deep