The only thing that’s holding me back is them. How can I get over it and get it all done.
I always wanted it to be quiet and a secret so it would not leave a negative impact on anyone.
But, I hesitated a lot before my first attempted and they caught me.
Now everyone know about it.
Doing it feels harder because I do not want to hurt them. I saw how bad that affected them.
One day it felt so hard to resist and it was a successful one, anyone would think that iam just sleeping. Unfortunately, I did not realize that i had school on that day, my mom came to wake me for school and i woke up 4 days later to find out that […]