I have been on the site for several months, but this is my first post. I’m making my final plans; composing a note and leaving instructions. I used to cry when thinking about exiting, but now I’m not. I guess this sense of calm means I’m finally ready. Nothing will be made known to anyone else until the final moments, so there is room to change my mind. But if I’m thinking that, does it mean I’m really not ready? Or is this common to have just a little doubt until that final moment?