The Rope Is Tied . . .
& I Got All Bunch Of Meds
But Something Is Keeping Me From Ending It
I Dont Know What Is
This Life Is Draining Me ,
Sorry Tyree, & Family . . .
If I Choose To Go , It Wasnt Just Your Faults ,
Im not a perfect person ,
Awkwardly so much of my advice i wish i could listen too . Ironic rite huh .
I have what most people want .
Friends , Family , Popularity , A Boyfriend Who loves Me ,
But yet no happiness
I was raped last year by a guy i thought who loved me
Meanwhile i went home to my brother who beat me ,
This illusion that i put is so dumb
No one knows the real inside pain i suffer
Or how i really feel inside
I have bipolar disorder ,
The meds make me tired , but i can never sleep
I […]
anyone in the mood for conversation ,
. . . anyone ,
Hopefully Most Can UnderstandÂ
That Cant Be Understood
What Is Life Supposed To Be
Why Am I Here
Whats My Purpose
I Think About Everyday How Much Pain , & Suffering Ive Been Through
& It Haunts Me . I Move On I Try To When Things Get Better For . . .
It Just Gets Way Worst
Maybe I Dont Deserve To Be Happy
Thats Stupid Right? Because Everyone “Deserves” To Be Happy & Is “Supposed Be Happy . .
Be Never Really Is .
I Think About The Rape . . . How I Felt , Useless , Helpless , Only Person I Reached Out Too ,
Was Ripped Away From Me , My Parents […]