Hopefully Most Can UnderstandÂ
That Cant Be Understood
What Is Life Supposed To Be
Why Am I Here
Whats My Purpose
I Think About Everyday How Much Pain , & Suffering Ive Been Through
& It Haunts Me . I Move On I Try To When Things Get Better For . . .
It Just Gets Way Worst
Maybe I Dont Deserve To Be Happy
Thats Stupid Right? Because Everyone “Deserves” To Be Happy & Is “Supposed Be Happy . .
Be Never Really Is .
I Think About The Rape . . . How I Felt , Useless , Helpless , Only Person I Reached Out Too ,
Was Ripped Away From Me , My Parents Because My Brother Was Beating On Me . . .
Even Though My Family Said It Was All My Fault
My Mothers Barely Home Or Wants To Spend Time With Me & My Younger Brother . .
Or Me I Meant To Say . . .
Sometimes I Think Or Thought Killing Myself Would Stop It All
Give Me The Peace And Everyone The Peace Away From Me They Want
I Thought About Cutting But Thats Too Much
No No , I Lay Down & Willow Away With My Misery To Music
So I Sit ? Yeah I Do Wish I Had The Guts To Kill Myself
To Scared Of My Own Self . .
Hopefully The Brave Bird Will Sing , Come All The Way Out Her Shell . . .
One Day To Let Someone In .
All My Happiness Around Me And Popularity Or Whatever.
Isnt Worth It If Im Not Ever Happy
I Hate The Depression And Meds They Do Nothing But Make Me Sleepy
Uggh Why Cant i . . .